Exactly 20 years when Great Grandma M. (his mom) passed away. I wish you didn't have to go Dad (he is actually my Grandpa). I guess God had plans for you. I miss talking to you and sometimes our little tiffs we had because we are both hard headed, i also miss your advices. Amelia misses you so we show her pictures of you and Tom's mom to her all the time. I missed having you over the past holidays and I know mom gets sad since you're not around to keep her company all the time and go to the movies with her. It was so hard for me to see in the hospital hooked up to machines. I regret not seeing you when you were awake. But you were there for a couple days for your knee, and they told you get to go that friday so mom told me to just see you when you got home. You didnt get to come home that day. Mom got a call from the hospital saying you stopped breathing and they had to revive you. that you were awake in the middle of the night talking to the nurses and joking around and vitals were good. after they left the room and came back later they found you.... you were on life support and they said to wait it out and theyll keep checking to see if you breath on your own or have any brain activity. Nothing... On Sunday August 21st, 2011 the doctors pronounced you dead. I swear we saw you have a tear come out of your eye when Tia and I were talking to you. To me it had to be a response from you saying everything is going to be ok. I couldnt sleep for the life of me that stormy Thursday night/ Friday early morning. Something kept telling me something was wrong but i couldn't pin point what it was. until i got a call from mom that night. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU! I wish you were here with us in person but i know you are with us in heart and spirit.
This is something I needed to write. Been meaning to, just been keeping it to myself ad crying at times when thinking of you.
May 18, 1942-August 21, 2011 Gilberto Mejia (may you watch over us dad and we'll see you when its our time.)
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